Reminder!!

Reminder:

1. Pay Celcom bill pls!!

2. Pay Maxis bill sekali lah wehhh

I've been neglecting paying the bills for 2 months now! I'm just lazy maybe? Tah ape yg susah sgt nak bayar pun aku tatau lah. See, now instead of paying the damn bills, I'm updating this blog!

Esok mesti bayar!!!

Gila

Laptop dah gila. Nasib baik hdd tak gila. Adoi I don't know what went wrong. Just after I installed Cisco for the new workforce portal, laptop nih terus gila! Hilang semua! All the bookmarks and browser history hilang! Wargh now I need to start from scratch. Haha over :P

Tapi betul, macam hilang arah tatau nak browse ape. Haha so start with Facebook lah ape lagi. Dah lah I hardly update this blog. Dah jadi mcm nih lagi lah malas. Nasib baik lah hdd tak crash sekali. Kalau tak? Menangis lah jawab nye!

So Aidiladha is just around the corner. I'll be back home on Tuesday. Airasia lah ape lagi kan. I think we still haven't decided yet where to celebrate Aidiladha. Kuantan ok, KL lagi lah ok kan. Haha I really don't mind.

I'm putting on so much weight this 2 months. Grr so sad! But I guess I just lost the will to start my diet again. I just don't care anymore as long as I can still fit in my clothes and especially my jeans. Haha so you can call me fat or whatever, I just don't care!

Good night!

5!

5 months already! Huhu love u more and more each day :D

Bz

Bz lah sgt oi! Haha betul3 these 2 weeks mmg bz sket lah. Tak reti2 nak update blog? Camne lah nk update blog kalau every week balek KL? Haha EVERY WEEK!!! I love October!! But now dah November dah. So the routine begins again. Selang seminggu lah balek. Maybe byk lah sket post kat blog yg dah suram nih. Haha

Paling pemalas nk byr bill broadband. Kan dah kene block! X pasal2 kene byr RM10 for reconnection. Haha ok after this byr every month! Before this aku bayar 2 bulan sekali ok je. Nih lupe pulak nk byr. Grrr

Zac dah tuka keje dah. No more communicator ngan die during working hours lah camnih!! Warghhhh berGTALK lah jawab nye kan. Mcm malas sket sbb kene ade effort. Wahaha jgn malas!!

You're 25!

Happy Birthday, Syg!

This I am sure,

You are my partner,

My lover,

My very best friend.

My heart beats for you..

Preston Burke to Cristina Yang

After 2 weeks

Wargh rase mcm lame sgt tak balik. Sigh~ I miss everyone at home. Tak sabar nak tunggu esok. Haha flight pukul 5.40pm. So sampai dekat pukul 8pm lah. We're currently hoping for something. I don't know. I don't want to put much hope or later I'm gonna be so disappointed. Haha

Talking about this one particular subject never fails to make me smile. Really.

Can't wait to see everyone.

x0x0

Geram

Still tak boleh lupa. Geram nye rase nak jerit je. Huhhh watever lah weh. Yours wasn't so perfect after all.

Nieces and Nephews

Alyssa

Danial

Najwa

Yana & Wan

Haikal

Dania

Syaqira

Dhameer

I miss them. Rindu nak dengar Alyssa membebel. Rindu nak tgk muka comel Haikal. Rindu nak tgk Dania senyum dan gelak2. Rindu nak peluk Syaqira si budak baik. Dan tak sabar sangat nak jumpa dan peluk Dhameer, the latest member of our big family! Next month another one will arrive. InsyaAllah, it's gonna be a boy! More and more reasons to go home sekerap yang boleh. Hopefully, next year another 2 babies will arrive, kan Kak Fiza? Hehe :P

Malam nih rasa homesick. I miss everyone at home. Just bought one more return ticket for next month. Duit boleh dicari, kan?

♥ 5 years ♥

Happy 5th Anniversary, Syg!

I love you more and more each day.

Let's grow old together :)

Hugs & Kisses.

♥

Raya~

Delay

Delay jugak semalam. Haha 11pm baru gerak from Miri. Sampai KL dah 1am pun. Ngantok gila tak boleh bukak mata. Tapi ape pun, dah sampai KL dengan selamat. Huhu today mama and abah memang dah start cuti pun. Faris sorang je keje. Haha kesian :P

For berbuka, mama nak masak ketam masak lemak cili api and terubuk bakar! Semalam mama masak tomyam! Rugi nye tak dapat makan. Ok time to kemas rumah sket. Sket jer lah since mama dah kemas dah semalam. Haha

Balik kampung!

Yeay malam nih balik kampung!

ETD 2215hrs

ETA 0025hrs

p/s: yer naek AirAsia. Save the HLP for December! Hopefully tak delay. Hujan lebat tadi kat sini. Jgn delay ok?

Tomorrow :)

Tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow! See you soon, syg! x0x0

Can't wait!

Coming soon! I really can't wait. Nih la peneman hidup kat Miri nih.

The Vampire Diaries Season 2 - Sept 8

90210 Season 3 - Sept 12

Gossip Girl Season 4 - Sept 12

How I Met Your Mother Season 6 - Sept 19

House Season 7 - Sept 19

Glee Season 2 - Sept 20

Cougar Town Season 2 - Sept 21

Grey's Anatomy Season 7- Sept 22

Private Practice Season 4 - Sept 22

Desperate Housewives Season 7 - Sept 25

Desperate Housewives last sekali kuar! Tapi takpe lah because I'll be in KL pun this September. So boleh kumpul2 dulu all the 1st episodes! Hehe

Being creative

I am so not creative. Wargh!! Haha nanti bebile rajin baru betulkan balek header tuh lah. MALAS GILA!

Nak tido lame2. Biar cepat sket Monday.

Boring weekend

Playing with PhotoScape. Haha aku memang lambat nak try benda baru nih. Dah lame nak try tapi baru sekarang rajin nak download. Photoshop memang aku failed lah. Dasar pemalas nak godek2. Haha

This weekend aku kat Miri. Ola and Saleha dah balek for raya dah. This morning Azreen pulak balek. Berbuka sorang lah nampak nye. Eh aku tak kesah. Betul! I can eat whatever I want. Just that aku kene rajin lah nak masak ker nak beli ker kan. Ade jer makanan kat rumah nih. And I really don't mind tak makan nasik for berbuka. I can eat nugget and maybe some chicken balls. See, simple kan? :P

To Lan Cheq, kalau ko bace nih, tak payah susah2 nak rate blog kitorang ok? Haha pegi buat blog ko dulu. Takpun suruh Cheq yang buat blog. Boleh cerita pasal baby. Hahaha

p/s: gambar langsung takde kena mengena dengan entry. Tah pape. Tapi ade aku kesah? Takde. Haha

Dah apply cuti raya?

"Eh you tak cuti kan?"

"Err cuti lah. Next week."

Grr yes aku lupa nak apply cuti raya. Haha dan2 tuh terus aku apply and within 20mins dah approved! I'll be on leave from 8th Sept to 17 Sept! Kejap jer, 5 days annual leave. Maklum lah dah takde cuti dah. Raya haji nanti nak cuti lagi. So kene spend AL wisely. Haha

Last night mimpi abah ajak pegi UK. 3 days jer pulak tuh. Gile kot? Igt Miri-KL ker? Haha aku siap kira cuti dalam mimpi. Sbb AL tinggal 3 days jer so aku terpikir masa dalam mimpi yg if aku nak pegi for 3 days means aku tak dapat balek for Raya Haji. Sedar2 rase macam betul je. Ceh~

Ramai yang dah start balek for Raya. So next week our office will be almost empty! Haha even the bosses pun dah start cuti starting Monday. Best! Hahaha

:)

Quarter of a century

I'm 25! Haha I feel old.

But I also feel loved.

Hugs.

:)

Home Sweet Home

Time to do Raya shopping and bake some Raya cookies!!

Raya shopping?

No, no I'm not a shopaholic. I can still resist the urge to shop. Especially on unnecessary things which I WANT but I DON'T need. You see, if I were to buy everything that I want, I'd be poor by now. Since I started working, I value money more than while I was studying. Yer lah, time study dpt scholar and pocket money from parents kan. So when I started to earn my own money, harus lah rase sayang dekat duit, betul tak?

So I'll try as much as I can to go on shopping spree during SALES!! Haha kalau dpt 70% lagi bes kot! Tapi susah lah kan. Ah sebenarnye nak ckp tadi beli 2 tops and 1 jeans. Total damage? RM154 only! Haha ok tuh shopping kat Miri. Belum shopping kat KL lagi. Tomorrow I'm going back to KL. Boleh shopping with Faris and it will be our 1st raya shopping as a married couple. Dah jom tido! Baju belum pack tapi takpe lah lunch tomorrow boleh buat.

Nite people!

Reminder!

Khas utk pengguna toilet Level 4. Contohnya dia dan dia.

Wahahahah

Waiting for Friday to come

Warghhh I had nasik lemak for berbuka again today! Haha don't know what to eat anymore! Bloated gila! Nasik Lemak je pun bloated? Sbb makan roti john jugak. Hahaha nafsu jer sume nih. Sebbaek sedap jugak roti john nih. Kalau tak mesti menyumpah. Eh tak baik lah rezeki nih.

It's Wednesday already and I can't wait for Friday to come! Come here faster please, Friday!

Nasik Lemak Ayam Goreng

(Gambar pinjam kat pakcik google)

I had Nasik Lemak with Ayam Goreng and 3 pcs of Karipap for berbuka today. Haha kenyang alhamdulillah. Mmg tadi tahan jer takmo beli mende lain. But I bought Twisties and Roller Coaster kat GK tadi. Haha ok lah tuh.

Still takut nak timbang. But all my baju kurung still same jugak, means tak ketat lah. So I guess it's still ok. Hahaha takmo ngaku dah makin gemok. It's not that I don't care about my diet anymore, but puasa kan? Takkan nak makan cereal pulak for berbuka. Haha :P

I just hate people yg suke2 jumpe org and make remarks like "Eh kau nih makin gemok lah aku tgk. Org dah kawen lah kene jage badan. Mmg lah now laki kau ckp takpe. Nanti lame2 tgk lah". Mmg aku malas nak layan tapi if everytime aku jumpe kau, kau nak ckp mcm tuh tak menyirap ker kau rase? Mcm lah kau tuh kurus sgt. Lelaki ok yg ckp mcm nih.

Haha tetibe nak emo!

13th Ramadhan

Today kitorg berbuka kat Dynasty Hotel. Hehe alhamdulillah~ berjaya menahan nafsu makan. Kenyang la tapi kalau ikut nafsu mmg bole jer telan lagi. Pk kan nak kurus lagi, tahan jer lah. Haha kitorg pegi naek kete Azreen. Balek tuh dah sampai rumah dah tetibe Ola ajak pegi Bintang. Dah alang2 bersiap kan pegi jer lah. Haha beli Himalaya Neem Face Pack. Harap berkesan. HAHA moga2 kulit tidak berminyak lagi.

Balek jer terus try. Semangat nih. Haha mmg benar bagai dikata lah. Haha best2. Sambil2 tgk Friends. Dah abeh dah marathon Oh! My Lady. Igt nak start with You're Beautiful tapi rase nye rest dulu lah. Esok baru start. Hehe Oh! My Lady best! Choi Siwon comel gila! :P

The last time I was so into Korean drama was before I went for internship and that was in 2006! Haha so after 4 years baru nak layan balek. Dah lupe betapa best nye kdo. Huhu sampai kalau boleh takmo tido. Igt lagi dulu layan Kim Sam Soon lah, My Girl lah.. Lepas subuh baru tido. Haha gigih nih

Esok dah Selase. Then Rabu, Khamis and Jumaat! Tak sabar nak balek. Nak shopping and buat kuih raya lah ape lagi. Target aku nak buat Choc Chip Cookies and Biskut Gajus cuti nih. Kalau sempat nak buat cornflakes choc chip cookies gak. Kalau sempat lah. Haha ambitious (HAHAHA). This year kene buat lagi byk dr last year. Before this pun mmg every year bagi family die kuih raye. Tapi this year kene lebih la since dah jadi family sendiri kan. Haha so kene make sure mmg sedap. Sbb aku nye choc chip cookies nih boleh kate dah 2 3 kali jugak tuka recipe. Haha last year punye sedap tapi this year nak try Nigella punye recipe pulak. Nampak sedap. Huhu

Dah 10.35pm. Jom tido!

12th Ramadhan

Today berbuka @ Kakpah's. Kenyang gila. Byk sgt makanan. Haha tak expect ramai org bawak makanan. Aku bawak air jer. Sbb awal2 kakpah dah ckp diorg masak macaroni soup & kueyteow goreng. Dah cukup byk dah tuh. Sbb ade nugget and cekodok sume kan. Skali Kam dtg bawak nasik lemak, Yaty bawak nasik putih and daging masak lemak. Pastuh ade tomyam, sotong goreng tepung, apam balek, cheesecake, choc cake, agar2. Haha byk gila!

Bile balek sume org kene tapau utk sahur skali. Haha tapi aku tak amek la. Sbb aku bukan nye bgn makan pun utk sahur. Minum jer cukup. 9.30pm baru gerak balek umah. Hehe Daju dah balek dulu dah pastuh baru aku pulak balek. Now sambung tgk Oh My Lady. Dah episode 12 dah. 4 more episodes then abeh! Marathon~ pasnih bole tgk cite lain pulak. Tapi tak dpt lah nk marathon 2 hari mcm nih. Sbb weekdays kan. Huhu

Weekend in Miri during Ramadhan

Today ade Jom Iftar! kat SKO. Semalam excited jugak nak pegi since officemates pun semangat kan. Been raining since morning lagi. So mmg sejuk lah hari nih. Dah lah tak bgn sahur tadi. Sbb tido lambat semalam kan. So sedar2 dah 5.40am.

Tadi blackout kejap. Around 2pm. Kelam kabut aku pegi mandi before start gelap. Sbb hujan kan so mmg takde cahaya matahari lah hari nih. Confirm cepat gelap. Dah sejuk gila sbb tuh mandi lambat. Haha alasan. Zac kate makruh! Aku kate makruh kalau aku mandi sbb kepanasan kan? Hehe whatever lahhhh

Wah sampai malam tak post2 lagi entry nih. Haha hari nih aku layan Oh My Lady after a month Kakpah duk paksa aku copy. Last2 die sendiri turun bawak harddisk die siap bagi aku pinjam bawak balek so that aku boleh copy masuk harddisk aku pulak. Haha semangat btol. Actually kakpah beria suruh aku tgk You're Beautiful. Tapi die suruh copy la all 4 series. Series ker? Haha tapi aku tgk Oh My Lady dulu sbb lupa yg mane die nak sgt aku tgk tuh.

Zac br lepas call! Excited sbb tgh makan kat Rasta (btol ke? laju sgt ko ckp!) and ade someone yg die gila2 kan dr zaman UTP sampai sekarang tgh makan kat meja sebelah! Haha tak boleh blah! Aku suruh amek gamba. Dah kate paparazzi kan tapi die takut flash lah pulak! Ape BB tak boleh off flash ker? Haha terigt zaman UTP. Everytime jumpe that guy mesti die update blog ala-ala Gossip Girl! Hahaha update!! Mamat tuh pindah meja! Kesian ko zac. Mesti sebab die nampak ko kat sebelah hahaha :P

Dah aku nak start try tido sekarang!

10th Ramadhan

Ok so aku dah start mengantuk since 9pm lagi. Tapi apehal aku tak tido2 lagi nih? Haha Faris is out with Naz. Berbuka kat Sunway Pyramid lagi. Huhu org berbuka kat bilik je tau!! Ini tidak adil!! Hehe

This weekend nak tido puas2. Macam lah before this tak tido puas2 kan? Haha yer lah if balek KL mmg bgn awal. Sbb? Rugi lah kalau aku tido lame2. Nak tido kat Miri pun boleh tido. Lepas tuh pulak weekdays mmg lah tak cukup tido. Grr everyday time lunch kitorg balek rumah. Org lain tido lah. Tapi aku tak boleh tido. Kalau tertido jugak? Alamatnye aku pening kepale lah bile bgn. Haha

Habit aku before tido, tgk Friends. Haha yer yer ramai org tanye tak bosan ker tgk cite yg same ulang2? Kalau bosan takde lah aku tgk kan? Adoi tah pape tah

Ok dah makin mengantuk dah. Haha mari try tido!

9th Ramadhan

Dah 9 hari dah puasa. Alhamdulillah dpt berbuka dengan Faris on the 1st day of Ramadhan. Hehe walaupun berbuka agak lambat. Sbb flight 4.10pm from Miri and sampai KLIA around 6.30pm mcm tuh. Sampai2 terus gerak nak pegi check in kat MO. Sampai tepat2 7.30pm. So berbuka minum air dalam kete dulu lah. After check in terus gerak balek rumah. Singgah berbuka dekat ampang je. Nasik beriani ok! Abes diet I! Wahaha

So now dah kat Miri. Semalam berbuka sorg2. Bile sorg2 nih mood nak makan mmg kurang lah. So aku berbuka minum air soya then makan roti. Lepas tuh baru rajin pegi goreng samosa yg bawak dr Kuantan tuh utk btol2 makan sampai kenyang. Haha mmg kenyang lah. Tapi esok nye (read: today) lapar gila!! Perut berbunyi jer sepanjang hari. Haha sabar je lah.

Oh last Friday after berbuka, dekat pukul 10 tuh kitorg balek Kuantan. Sampai around 12.30am. Sampai2 tgk Mak and Along belom tido lagi tgh tgk tv. Huhu so masuk bilik letak2 bag sume join lah kejap tgk tv sambil borak2. Dah penat dah tapi mestilah Faris lagi penat kan dah die yg drive. Haha aku? mesti lah jadi penumpang yg reti tido je. Wahaha tak penah lah jalan jauh tak tido! Mmg sah tak bole nk drive malam. Huhu sori syg, jadi tukang teman yg lelap. Tapi aku tau die lagi suke aku tido sbb boleh lah die pecut cam pelesit kat highway tuh!!

So next aku balek is next week! Hehe amek AL sehari. So dpt lah 4 hari cuti2. X sabar!

Happy Ramadhan!

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa!

1st Ramadhan as a Wife

This Ramadhan will be my 1st Ramadhan as a wife! Huhu tapi sedih tak dpt nak tunaikan tanggungjawab seorg isteri mcm masak sahur dan masak utk berbuka utk dia. Tak dpt jugak nak bersahur dan berbuka sama-sama everyday. Sedih sedih~

But the good thing is dpt berbuka sama-sama on 1st day of Ramadhan! Walaupun maybe dlm kereta jer nanti. Haha flight from MYY to KUL pukul 4.10pm and sampai dlm pukul 6.30pm. Tak sempat kan nak berbuka kat rumah? Huhu takpe lah asalkan berbuka sama-sama kan? :P

Oh kenape dpt berbuka sama-sama? I have meeting on Thursday and Friday!! Haha so boleh balek Rabu ptg. Yeay!

I gained weight!

I weighed 64kg on my wedding day. Yes the result of my diet. I know 64kg is not that ringan lah. But considering my height, 158cm 64kg is my IDEAL weight ok. My BMI was 22-23 like that. I used to be fat during uni life. Just before I started working, during medical check-up, I weighed almost 70kg ok! That was after I lost 4kg. Imagine how fat I am in UTP?

I tried to maintain that 64kg. But after the wedding, I guess I was just trying to enjoy as much as I can. Hahaha I eat and eat and eat! Because I know once I'm back in Miri, the diet routine will start again. But as people said, gaining weight is so much easier than losing it right? So soon after the marriage leave was over, I gained 1.5kg. Yeahhh not much but it's not easy to lose back the 1.5kg! Until now, I'm afraid to know my current weight. Hahaha later when I'm feeling ringan boleh terbang baru nak pegi timbang balek. Oh maybe after puasa. Haha I hope I can get back to 64kg in 1 month.

I don't want to be so skinny. Later I'll look like tengkorak. Haha

Weekend in Miri

Supposedly aku balek this week. Huhu tapi tak! So this means 2 kali weekend tak jumpe. But no worries, I'm going home next week! Mesti lah tak sabar nak balek. Nak jumpe suami. Wahaha tak boleh blah la nak ckp suami :P

I just read Nawi's wife's blog. She mentioned about this whole long distance thing that others would never understand unless they are in the same situation like us. I guess it's still ok for me. It must be harder for her because well, she's pregnant! I always think about this pregnant thing. With the distance between us, I don't know if I could be alone here in Miri, going through a pregnancy without him besides me. There's just too much "what if" in my mind. What if I get morning sickness? What if I want to eat anything in the middle of the night? What if what if what if? The list goes on and on and on!

I had this dream where I have a baby girl. We are watching some sports when suddenly she cries, nak susu! Haha just a few days before, he told me he had a dream that we have a baby boy. Haha sangat tak jive mimpi kitorg. Tah lah, tell me which married couple do not want children? Children? Haha ok child dulu lah. Satu-satu ok? :P

Right now, I just miss him so much. But hey, next time please pujuk ok bila org merajuk? And try harder! Haha I might be emotionally unstable more than once in a week (haha) but please bear with me. I'm alone without you here, remember?

Distance Sucks

I've been here a day and I can already say I miss you
I've been here a day and I can already say that I'm lost without you
I've been here a day and I can already say I need you

Cause life sucks without you
I don't know if I can make it through this year

Will you remember me cause I know I won't forget you?
Will you remember me cause I know I'm thinking about you?
Will you remember me cause I know I'll remember you?

This distance is terrible
I can't stand shedding all these tears

When will I see you again cause I hate not seeing your face?
When will I see you again cause I hate
my life without you?
When will I see you again cause I hate not being with you?

These phone calls are great, but
What's a voice without a face?

Life sucks without you
I don't know if I can make it through this
Distance is terrible
I can't stand shedding all these
Phone calls are great,
But what's a voice without a face?

1 more day left!

Yeay see you tomorrow syg!

Weekend Wife

Not really a weekend wife, sbb 2 weeks skali baru balek. I mean selang seminggu. Huhu dulu org kate rindu lepas kawen x same ngan rindu mase bercinta. Tapi takmo caye. Haha skang nih dah rase. Totally different!! I miss him every second.

I might not tell u this very often, but I do miss u, really. Sometimes I couldn't sleep thinking that u're not here with me. Let's just pray that our rezeki to live together will come. Yes, the time will come, dear. We just have to be patient :)

Sleep tight my dear. In a few days, I'll be home to u. Can't wait!

I Miss You!